Thursday, December 9, 2010

Home Sweet Home with lyrics



Home Sweet Home. It is so magnificent to have a place to go to when you are weary and weighed down with loads of tasks at work. A place where you see smiles, a place where you hear laughter, you perceive joy sparkles and there are tears that you can wipe off… you are the King because you have your own rules set up and of course you possess absolute liberty and sovereignty when you are at your own dwelling.



…but if you feel uneasy at your own territory.. and you turn out to be a total stranger at your very own kingdom … the freedom you are supposed to seize and the liberty you should enjoy are taken away from you….you need to sustain yourself from doing things that you normally do…intruders start to take over your position and priority…blocking all the autonomy… where else can you go to feel belonged again…??


Saturday, December 4, 2010

me.....

Knowing me…knowing all about me…it won’t be hard to comprehend what is deep inside me. Hahaha my face will tell everything since it does not know how to lie… you’ll see me grin when I am content, you’ll effortlessly see my tears when I am gloomy. If I don’t chat with you, you should know that I am sick of you…the nastiest...if I don’t even look at you or act as if that you are not there…it signifies my hatred  to you so please don’t try to talk to me or just go away…errr but you may try to come back later…

I hate people who make jokes when I am stern, I am sick of repeated questions after I explain over and over again, I dislike listening to overheard stories about me… (hehehe especially when it is a bad one..good things ok laa…..!). I hate hypocrisies, I against people who criticize on other people’s work as if they do better….i hate waiting…don’t make me wait for you or you’ll blight the whole day.

My kids are my soul…My kitchen is my territory (don’t cook, don’t use my kitchen without letting me know)… my bedroom is my Chamber of Secrets, (nobody is welcome to enter my chamber ok!) my belongings belong to only me! I hate sharing. Please ask if you need something, don’t simply take whatever you like. (My most precious belongings are my hubby, Haziq and Hakim. Don’t ever dare to take them away from me. )A green eye person I am… (though it has been ages I didn’t wear green lenses, my eyes are still green..hahahahaha).

 I am grumpy, full of doubts... I’ll remember every words people tell me… so don’t try to say anything bad in front of me because I’ll quote them back one day.. I keep things deep inside me, I share happiness with others but normally keep my sadness to myself. I trust people, but once the trust is flawed, I won’t trust that people till the end of my life. So vindictive I am…

Those make appear so rough that no one will want to be my buddy…wrong!!! I am good, I’ll be good to people who are good to me. So if you need help, I’ll try to help as best as I could. I am sensitive, don’t dare to bleed my heart…hahaha no worry… you just need to follow my rules… then I’ll be good to you...